Sunday, 18 May 2014

RIDDANCE

The more I die to live
The more I'm made to die
The more I long to give
The more I'm made to sigh


Concealed in these dark nights
With no respite and no hope
Coveting for the emotional bites
All I got is misery and mope


The more I respire
The more I feel the pain
The more I aspire
The more I'm left in vain


No end to this tormenting spree
Such has been this torrid hindrance
Was it all I wanted to be?
Such has been this ultimate riddance


© Tahir Javid Tantray | May 2014

Friday, 2 May 2014

ULTIMATE TOGETHERNESS

It was one of these customary Sunday mornings with no prolific sheen. Incidentally, I got up early morning as I had my appointment with a doctor at a city hospital. So, after finishing with the routine morning  activities, me and dad drove straight to the hospital. After an hour long drive through the historical and typically narrow downtown roads, we were in the hospital. Much to our misery, we were informed that the doctor is going to arrive late almost by an hour or so. Fortuitously, it was raining heavily outside, so, we thought of getting some sort of warmth. Invariably, we 
changed our seat and sat in front of a radiator. The emission of heat from the radiator was so pleasing to the body, that it induced an 'afternoon-siesta' kind of feeling in me. Meanwhile, an hour passed in this dilemma but, there were no signs of the doctor. 

                                                  

                                                         Literally, I thought of sleeping amid the cries and quacks. No sooner did I rest my head against the wall, something uncanny caught my eye. A girl, almost in her late teens made her way into the waiting room. As she passed by the reception, she could barely overlook me. "Bang!', I murmured to myself. She gave such an offbeat look that I hardly managed to sigh. With that brisk yet astounding walk of her, she sat on the bench right in front of us. I felt butterflies pulping in the tummy. This was it. We began to steal each others' looks. For a moment, I thought that a new saga of my life is being scripted.  I had never imagined in the wildest of my dreams that a hospital could swelter such a romantic aroma. 



Remaining part coming soon....

Thursday, 30 January 2014

FEIGNED DELICACY


Your looks are not gonna stay
They are gonna burn with hay

Aflame in the heat of May
 Even your sweetheart will sway



Don't believe me?
Go and meet an oldie


Tune in what he's gotta say
His words will cause you breakaway


From the sprawl and profess of each day
Shattering your vanity in dismay 





 © Tahir Javid Tantray | January 2014

Tuesday, 28 January 2014

GIVE ME A REASON TO LIVE

Heartaches made my life skew
Give me a reason to live



Perceived everything so abrasive
Give me a reason to live



Thronged by everyone so impassive
Give me a reason to live



In this hazy twilight did I grew

Give me a reason to live


Time contrived, made me fugitive

Give me a reason to live


Why wasn't my breath invasive?
Give me a reason to live



Vague solace is all you could give
Give me a reason to live


Until the legion of miseries is few
Only then will I be able to live





 © Tahir Javid Tantray | January 2014




Saturday, 25 January 2014

"That Endless Longing"

Ripped off that lustrous gleam
For I'm a wrecked dream


Never strive to assuage me
For I'm a room of scorned destiny


Words were never so gruff
For I'm lost in that heavy puff


Was the torrent so big?
For I'd been such a nimble jig


Memories grew into a memento
For I am lessened to this ghetto


Longing for that doting squeeze
For I've faded in this placid breeze


Past is wailing behind that line
For I have become so sanguine


Woes are soon going to flee
For I will again be me  :)



 © Tahir Javid Tantray | January 2014